Alucard-Tira

I, have a dark side which likes to take over when its left alone, mind goes blank but there is some darkness that cannot be explained. It feels dark, and I kind of like it, its a really lovely feeling. I miss my loneliness, i want it back, but I fear as to what could happen if I get it back. The other half of my is sensitive, kind and shy but gets taken over my dark side, so she gets depressed and it affects others. When she gets depressed she draws eyes crying and she listen to inspirational music to cheer herself up. Also she loves nature and likes to feel in control of her emotions. They don't like to cry, it makes them feel weak but if th